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All I have to say is, thank GOD it's over. Do I think that Obama is going to save our nation- honestly, I'm not nearly as hopeful as most of the people around me. I dunno, maybe that's because my faith in the leadership of the US President has been shaken too much over the past 20 years. Who could really blame me- We had Bush sr., who was useless as a leader, Bill Clinton, who laid the foundations for a REALLY cruddy economy with his grand quest to save Medicare- which at the time only benefitted about 10% of Americans anyway- and of course we had George Bush Jr., who managed to take that foundation and build a steaming pile of shit upon it, while piling shit upon our already shitty relationship with the rest of the world (Let's face it, EVERYONE hates America now, even fucking CANADA wants nothing to do with us, and it's been that way since the first Gulf War.) For the past two decades, the office of President has been occupied by a series of barely educated fucking chimps with one hand jerking their dicks and the other flipping off the world as they enacted policies that were about as popular as Jimmy Carter in the 1980 election. And this is how it's been for 60% of my life.
So no, I'm not celebrating- DOn't get me wrong I didn't support McCain, and frankly his ilk are about as far in my favor as Scientology- Republicans, right now, are pissing me off enough to cause me to lactate, and right now I don't fucking want anything to do with them. But the new President is going to have to do a lot before I'll trust and put faith in him- because this is one wounded American soul who has been given NO REASON WHATSOEVER to think that the next President of the United States will be able to do anything more than the last one.

Or the one before him, or the one before Clinton, for that matter.







On the other hand, it was funny to watch them all crying and whining about how the next four years are going to be JUST AWEFUL. Y'know. as if the last EIGHT HAVEN'T BEEN.

That is all for now!
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Okay, so here's the deal- Here's what has been utterly FUCKED UP with me lately.
New Fursona
I have a new fursona, because let’s face it: Sephiroth Q the vampire Necroman sucked ass. He just did. It was a dumb name, and he was a dumb furry too, so I’m leaving him behind.
I decided to call my new character Zephyr Wolf-fox. I haven’t made up my mind whether I’m going to make any changes to his character, but hey- he’s a new character and I always develop these characters very fluidly. So yeah, I’ll probably change his fur scheme a bit, eventually change his tail and ears so that he looks a little more wolf-like, but for now I’m fairly happy with what I’ve got. He’s a cute little bugger, especially when he wears my favorite little tropical vacation shirts and that’s one thing I DEFINITELY won’t change about him. So yes, I have a new fursona, and since I put a lot more thought into him than Necroman, I feel that he’s a keeper.
And before you ask, YES. I KNOW HIS NAME MAKES HIM SOUND LIKE A TOTAL FAGGOT QUEER. DEAL WITH IT. If you want to call me something but saying ‘Zephyr’ makes you feel gayer than Neil Patrick Harris then for heaven’s sake, you can still call me Zeph. It’s the same thing, and I thought of that too while making up a name for the little guy. You can call him Zep, and that makes him even sound like a roadie for a heavy metal band. SO that’s it for the fursona- I will likely be building a cast of other characters around him, especially since I am making some major adjustments to my writing priorities as well…

LIFE (and how much it bites my ass)
Mostly, I've just had a bunch of shit happen to me recently- my Kia Sephia crap-car finally puked out and died- now I have to drive to and from school every day in a Dodge Dakota truck. Which wouldn't be that bad, really, if the thing didn't already have 140,000 miles on it and it's the last car I'm going to get until I'm making enough money to afford one on my own. (and if the condition of the US Economy is any fucking indication to me, it is going to be VERY LONG before that happens) That's it. No more bail outs from my parents. And that's really the way it ought to be because Mamma bird needs to push the baby out of the nest- he's been in there too long. But anyway.
Also, Over the past year I have become QUITE UN-ENAMORED with my screen name. I used to love this screenname, because it meant that I could carry the flag and banner of what I thought was the best supervillain the RPG universe had to offer- Better than Melbu Framma, better than Ultimecia, better than Zeromus, I would have gladly taken it in the face from the one-winged angel and did not ever mind saying so. THAT WAS BACK IN 1999. Now, in 2008, SEPHIROTH IS A FUCKING T-SHIRT AND A MEME FROM 4-CHAN. AND I HATE HIM NOW. More appropriately, I hate the Sephiroth fanbase- much as I do the SOnic the Hedgehog fandom. DO I hate the characters themselves? well, I kinda dislike Amy Rose, I really can't tolerate Shadow the Emohog for too long, I CERAINLY don't fucking like what they've done with Sonic and most of his friends to satisfy the bratty, preteen audience that they have now, but mostly what I dislike about the fandoms is the FANS THEMSELVES. There's only so much a big black fox in a trenchcoat can tolerate before he wants to tap into his super-sayan powers, go KAMEHAMEHA! and HADOKEN the filthy, felandering FUCK out of everyone within destructive deathrape range. But I do not want to HADOKEN everyone- it takes ever so much effort and it would honestly be much easier for me to just turn around and walk away. Yeah. There'll be dumb arsefehks in the fur fandom. I fucking expect it. I'm gonna go to Anthrocon in 2009 and cockwolf and masturbation fox will probably give me an attitude for mixing their species and offending them. They can honestly get fucked. But I feel quite confident that as much retardation as I am to encounter in the furry fandom, it shall be at most HALF of the braindead shite I have had to trip over during my four year journey through the Sonic the Hedgehog fandom. SO I AM SAYING GOODBYE TO IT FOREVER.

This of course also means that I am abandoning Sonic Genome as my story. I may still write in it every now and again, but I honestly do not care to continue it actively anymore. Come on- NO ONE IN THE WORLD IS FUCKING READING IT NOW. (As a matter of fact, no one is reading this either- how 'bout that? I'm talking to myself! Isn't insanity FUN?!) It’s fucking copyrighting anyway, so it’s not like I could ever publish the story professionally, and as beautiful as most of it was it was also a story whose meaning could not be understood by those who read it- not because it wasn’t written well, but because it was Sonic fan fiction and you just are NOT SUPPOSED TO USE SONIC THE HEDGEHOG TO SAY ANYTHING IMPORTANT. Maybe someday I will be able to, but for now I am moving on with Fionna, and am also going to come up with a story series featuring my new furry character. Now that I've gotten my school situation under control- and let's face it, I'm not even gonna try to get a job if we're sinking into another 1930's depression- I've decided to come back to e-Land and stay a while. Getting a new fur affinity page, getting a new DeviantART page, NOT getting a new live journal though because I just don't fucking use it enough anymore. But yeah, there will be more art from me soon, and no I have not forgotten about Reaper's trade piece. I just haven't had the time lately.

AND NOW- Now that I am done being cool, done being nice, and done being RATIONAL- GUESS WHAT TIME IT IS?

Rant
SO, who’s been wondering how I’ve been doing lately? What the shit happened to me? Did I fall off a cliff, commit suicide, get arrested in Detroit for slapping a supermarket retard with twelve pounds of raw deli processed bacon while wearing a giant squirrel fursuit with nipple tassels? Actually no, I’ve just been looking in futility for a career and some insurance so I can go to a dentist and get my teeth sandblasted. But alas, to no avail! I still have no health insurance, I still go to community college, and I still work at Wendy’s with an irate boss I have to fantasize about macro-stomping in order to avoid tearing the skin off of my own face. I live at home with my parents, split my time between applying for jobs I know I’m not going to get and writing stories/ drawing art no one looks at, I have no friends, no girlfriend/boyfriend, no money, and I feel like shit half of the time. It’s a wonderful FUCKING life and I hate it.

Now, sometimes people I know (and sometimes people I don’t) will feel the need to greet me when they see me in public. I’ll be walking down an isle at Shaws market or I’ll be strolling down a street sidewalk or on a rare occasion, I’ll be bashing my head into a wall and someone will just come up and say “HAI.” Often they won’t stop there, they will try to initiate me in some mundane conversation and the most usual method they’ll use is to ask me about my LIFE. They’ll ask me what’s going on in my LIFE and how LIFE is treating me and how I’m so glad to be ALIVE until my eyes puss, my ears bleed, and rubber cement starts trying to come out of my nose. Which will now bring me to the topic of this rant
KNOW WHAT I HATE? Part 57

“How are U?”

I’m sure as I can be that this makes me sound like a total ogre- after all, this is supposedly somebody CARING about me and about how life is treating me right? I should be happy that at least somebody seems to give a shit about me enough to ask me how my day’s going. I mean hey- if this world’s already full of ass holes; if I’m surrounded by morons who will vote for somebody because they’ve got a god damn party affiliation and an endorsement from Halliburton, it might be nice to know that someone gives a blue-and-yellow-purple fuck about me, my family, my furries, my cat, and my eternal migraine! I certainly wouldn’t blow up the planet because someone actually gave a crap about me, would I? Me? A guy who donates regularly to food pantries and soup kitchens because I like caring about people in general? I personally like it when people give up their time and energy for others, it helps make the world a less sucky fucking place! But as much as I love the genuine article, as much as I appreciate people who truly give a damn abut the people around them and the world they live in, I cannot STAND the fucking hypocrisy of someone who PRETENDS to give a fuck about you so that they SEEM like a nicer person! So that they can pat themselves on the back and say ‘see I’m such a nice person! I ask people how they’re doing! Of course, I don’t REALLY care at all about you- and I really don’t WANT to hear about how your day’s going- but I’m going to PRETEND that I shit gold bricks of love and care so that everyone else around me thinks that I’m not a BASTARD!’ Ya know, it’s like those people who PRETEND to care about poor, diseased, abandoned orphans lying in gutters in ghettos in New York City, then they take people’s donations and give them to some fat ass Wendy’s corporate executive so that he can buy himself ANOTHER fucking summer home in the Bahamas. It’s like taking in a Cuban refugee only to put them to work in a cotton field for little or no money, then patting yourself on the back for ‘giving an underprivileged person an opportunity’. Yeah, Right! How about I ‘retend’ to care about you when you get in a DUI car accident from driving after drinking a gallon of whisky, by sending a bottle of triple-distilled to your hospital room with a card reading ‘hope you get better, you drunken fuck’? Hey! I’m caring, too! I can care about you just like you can care about me! I’ll drop you off the top story of a building, steal your wallet and all the money in it, beat up your sister while wearing a fox suit, drink all the beer in your house, and when I’m done I’ll come up to you with a cheery smile and ask “HOW IS YOU? HOW IS YOU DOOIN’?” while you squirt blood out of every opening in your face! Are we starting to see what’s wrong with that?
Well, hey! Let’s just go ahead and give this a perspective challenge! After all, I CARE ABOUT YOO! I give enough of a cock fart to put myself in your shoes and try to understand you! Of course, I’m really only pretending to care, aren’t I? I actually don’t give a fistfuck worth of a shit about what you think or feel, because ultimately I will find it to be along the intellectual lines of a partially aborted Baboon with down syndrome. But hey, I’ll do it anyway, because if you can PRETEND to care, so can I! (jumps into giant game of pretending to have a life)
Isn’t life fucking great? Isn’t it wonderful? Everywhere you look, your brothers and sisters of humanity are polluting the forests, cutting down trees and slaughtering helpless aminals for no decent reason at all! Life is grand! But hey! Some people don’t think so! Let’s pretend that we care about those forests and plants and animals that we’re gassing up, shooting up, and fucking up; let’s pretend that we give a dingle berry shit about the environment by making a goddamn television PSA, and let’s pretend that we care about the fucking animals that we’re rolling over with our eighteen wheel truck by joining PETA! Let’s PLAY!
It’s like fucking BARBIE! Let’s pretend! Let’s play Barbie and pretend that we care about starving people in Ethiopia while we’re throwing away 60 tons of McDonalds burgers, fries, chicken nuggets- enough food to FEED those malnourished people forever- let’s PRETEND that we care about them by filming video of them and putting it on TV so that people will PRETEND to donate to our cause! Hey, there are soldiers DYING in Iraq! Let’s PRETEND to care about them by ripping out their funding, trapping them over there with no way out OR a solution, then let’s carry signs outside fucking Washington saying ‘bring our troops home’ while we’re foreclosing their FUCKING MORTGAGES! LET’S PRETEND! Let’s PRETEND to give a shit about the School system! Let’s PRETEND to care about Elian Gonzales! Let’s PRETEND to care about Fievel Mousekewitz! Let’s PRETEND to care about Global Warming, England, the Whales, Black people, the poor, the hungry, the uninsured, and the disabled! LET”S PLAY A GIANT FUCKING GAME OF PRETEND, AND IT’LL MAKE IT LOOK LIKE WE’RE NOT COMPLETE, HORRIBLE BASTARDS! Because this is America, the land where the bravery is pretend, and the dream is a LIE!
And hey! While I’m at it, I’LL PRETEND TO CARE ABOUT YOU TOO! Hi! HOW ARE YOU! You sad, unemployed, well-educated FUCK! HOW-HAVE-YOU-BEEN? It’s not like I really want to hear about how you’d do anything to get the shit out of this job, I don’t want t hear about how dumb life is, I want you to just say ‘oh I’m good’ so that I can then smile, nod, and go on pretending that I wouldn’t have told you to shut the fuck up the second you told me anything! I’ll even stand there and ramble on then about MY life- after all, if I can pretend to care about you, you should have to pretend to care about me, too!- and babble on for a half n hour while holding up your drive through lane! And it’s all okay, because our lives are for pretend anyway, right?
(zaps back into Wolf-fox mode) Okay, I think I know what’s going on here- and this is a result of a combination of Avarice and Guilt. We Americans are pompous, pious, self-righteous, de-humanizing, rich, FATASS BASTARDS. And as such, we do pompous deeds, say pompous things, and look down on everyone else as being less fortunate than ourselves. And we don’t just do this on an individual level either, do we? I mean hey- Fuck me, okay? I’m just one fucking person who honestly doesn’t deserve that much care or attention anyway-but we do this to EVERYONE. And then, when the world decides to treat America like the self-obsessed ADIDAS kid on the playground, we feel PRETEND GUILT. And we do with that guilt what any logical person would expect a fake-o drama bitch to do with it- WE PRETEND TO CARE ABOUT THE WORLD! It’s all a lie, it’s all an act- there are some pitiful cracker Americans out there who really do give a fuck enough to donate a buck or two to the Feinstein foundation- but for the most part, we only care to the extent that it doesn’t cost us any of our time, any of our MONEY, any of our energy, any of our lives- because when you ask us to actually HELP those Ethiopian kids, that’s when you see those charity drives clear out REALLY GODDAM FAST! It’s bad enough that 99.99999% of the world really doesn’t care about ANYTHING AT ALL, not a fucking thing in the whole universe, but it’s really fucking insulting when the people who just don’t care PRETEND THAT THEY DO! I like people who care, and I stand up with anyone who is a contributor to solutions in our country- but that’s BECAUSE I actually GIVE of myself. I shell out at least 20 bucks to Adoption RI every year, and I donate a full week’s worth of food to a food pantry EVERY Christmas. And I’m fucking poor, remember? I don’t buy SUV’s, I don’t buy huge DVD collections, I don’t buy expensive decorations for my home, nor would I ever- I’d take that money and I’d help stop some diseased fuck from dying on the street. And hey, I KNOW it’s virtually impossible to care about other people in today’s society. All I’m saying is that if you DON’T care, than just have the honesty to come up to me and SAY IT- don’t be a coward, and don’t you DARE pretend to give a fuck about me, because otherwise I’m gonna demonstrate some good ol’ American style care for YOU by PRETENDING to give a shit about the collapse of your stock portfolio, you prattling bitch!
This is Sephiroth Q. Necroman, and that is DEFINITELY all for now, I’m not FUCKING PRETENDING!

That is all for now!
Sephiroth Q. Necroman
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I really should update this journal more often- I've only had ten entries the whole damn year. I will be updating something soon, I've got an art trade with I've finally also managed to draw my new fursona- he is a young wolf-fox hybrid who manages to enjoy both reading and video games (IMPOSSIBLE!) and I am coloring him in photoshop too. I'll be posting him up later, along with a new fur name for myself (either Zephyr or Corren Wolffox) but for now...

I HAVE THE BLACK FUCKING DEATH! I swear to god, If I get any sicker right now I'm gonna have to have my own epidemic named after me! My head feels like the meteor that killed the dinosaurs right now, my throat is on fire, I can't breath and I'm gushing mucus out of my every oriface (Oh! i'm sorry, were you gettign ready to eat dinner? My bad! *looses lunch*) Gawd I hate feeling like this, it feels like I've been taken and thrown head first into a hamburger shredder and felt every second of it! It also means I'm gonna have to miss much of school next week, until I can get myself on some Penicillin... or Panacea, more like.

ANyway, more to come later but I need to collapse in a quivering pile of sick shit right now. Bye-bye see you next week!

That is all for now!
Sephiroth Q. Necroman
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Okay, moving downstairs is almost finished which means that soon I will have more update. But before I get into that:

I AM LEAVING THIS PAGE.
SOmetime this fall I want to get myself a new screen name, a new fursona, and I am then leaving this one behind. Thereare several reasons for this, some of which I will not go into now, but the most obvious is because Sephiroth is just simply OVER USED now.
I have been known as Sephirothq for almost ten years now- that has just BEEN MY SCREENNAME. But it's honestly not worth sporting the great one winged anymore if I go on a chat line and it has to look like THIS!
Sephirothq: Hi! I'm Sephiroth Q Necroman
Sephiroth777:Hi! I'm sephiroth too!
SephirothZ: Are you my long lost cousine?
Sephirothq: Uh, no dude, I'm just SephirothQ.
SephirothUltima: Will you bee my boifrend?
Sephirothq: I hate you. go away.
Sephiroth344/14to the ninth power of B devided by C squared: Hey wow, your letter's really high. did they already have a Sephiroth L, M, N, O, and P? Yeah I get that a lot don't you.
Sephirothq: Jesus, please take me home in my sleep tonight.
[Sephirothq has signed off]

I can't be Sephirothq anymore, actually, because I'm NOT sephirothq. There's a sephirothq on AIM, there's a Sephirothq on MSN, there's a sephirothQ on hotmail, there's a sephirothq on YouTube, and it's because the same Goddam thing happened to Sephiroth that happened to Sonic the Hedgehog. He became popular, became an Icon, got thousands of fans, and now Squaresoft makes him appear randomly in games and movies for no reason while fan kids draw art of him raping Aeris and jerk off to it five times a day. I DON'T WANT TO BE A PART OF THAT ANYMORE!
So yes. I am moving from this page.

I won't do this until I have a new and more original screenname, and I have a new fursona. Will i throw Necroman out completely? I dunno. He is, basically a black Tails recolor in essence, and is not known to be the best character i ever came up with but i do like his trench coat though. i can tell you one thing, however, and that is I will NOT be using him to represent myself anymore, and i also will not be calling him Sephiroth any longer.

I'd honestly do unto Sephiroth as i have done unto Sonic, but I don't have the time, and I honestly just don't LOVE Sephiroth enough. So this is it; I am going to be dipped in FUCK if I am going to be a Sephiroth fan-queer anymore.

I may also be re-updating this journal tonight into a delux with a rant, depending on how angry Wendys makes me tonight. Right now, i'm going back to drawing my new wolf-fox furry. Peace out dawgz.

That is all for now!
Sephiroth Q. Necroman
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Current WIPs:
Genome Online
Sonic Genome:Genome 001(editing) Elle's Secret (11%)
Earth Wars Season two (30%)
Mobian Wars Season two (40%)
Triad Wars Season one (20%)
New character/concept arts: Alicia's memorial, the Masters return, Birth of RObotnik (all from Mobius war)
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ExterminateusNow arts: Lothar(done), Virus(done), Eastwood(50%), Rogue(50%), TTA-Kirbopher15 (0%)
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Ever feel like regurgitating everything you've eaten over the past three months just to expel from your body whatever it is that is making you feel like shite? Yeah, uhuh.

I guess anyone who watches me has noticed by now that I've not been on too much lately, haven't uploaded any art, commented on anthing, or really said a nice 'hello' to anybody. There are a few reasons for this. 1.) I've been desperately trying to find a new job- ANY job, preferably one that pays better than a job at a nazi concentration camp, because since Wendy's has been bought out by Arby's things have gone from bad to... catastrophic is the word? yeah that sounds right. 2.)I've also been preparing to move downstairs to my brother's room, since he's being sent out to Florida for University and my room is being turned into a guest bedroom for my Sister and Brother in law. finally 3.) I've finally figured out what the hell has been making my internet connection go SUCK all the time. Ya know what it is? EVERYTIME THE PHONE RINGS MY CONNECTION GETS SEVERED! Everytime some pisswit telemarketer or bank twit calls our house, whether we answer it or not, the phone signal interrupts the signal for my wireless connection! And then I have to repair the connection, log back on, and go back to where I was, only to do it again because someone else has called to waste my time.
SO, internet updates will resume next month when I'm at school and I can use the internet there freely to upload my art.
Not that there's much of it to upload anyway.

Finally, over the past three years I've noticed something about the super dark, super cool screenname I have- it isn't super cool anymore, in fact it makes me seem like a lame-o. I took the name SephirothQ back in 1999 when I first joined a gaming forum and a few little chat areas and no one knew who Sephiroth was. It was still a decent enough name. NOW IT SUCKS. Now there's a SephirothQ, SephirothM, SephirothZ, Sephiroth9999, and Sephiroth023780JJXP92001-C. It's like a fuckin' cereal number and I HATE IT.
SO, I've decided that, sometime this fall, I'm gonna come up with a new fursona (Necroman just sucks anyhow, and I've honestly no more desire to draw him. i think I'll just have my new fur steal his trench coat.) I've decided that it's going to be a wolf-fox- wolves and foxes are among my favorite furries, so I may as well to a mixture of the two- and it is NOT going to named after ANY character at all, no matter how obscure. Because I'll be damned if I'm gonna be mistaken for a retarded fanchild just because my favorite cartoon/anime/videogame/movie character became EVRYONE ELSES favorite video game/cartoon character.

See you later, but I've gotta go plug the phone back in before my pops calls.

That is all for now!
Sephiroth Q. Necroman
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